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pain_that_is_my_life
when darkness falls just when i think it's almost over, there it goes again... another branch on the tree of worries, with blossoms of poison and leaves of glass. i fight it, but it fights back harder, with all of its might, never failing to strike me down every time it notices an iota of happiness in me. and it laughs as i fly head-first back down into the abyss. dying inside i lie to myself that things might change, that i may still be able to turn everything around... but that never happens. i'm frozen time. eternal fears haven't faded a bit, and the path that i've taken closes all the doors as i pass through them. ahead of me lies a fog of uncertainty, and this tunnel has no end. 061130
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somebody Hmmmm. Perhaps oscillations aren't so bad after all. 061130