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Ouroboros i like where i am now
i just wish i had taken
the less round-about route,
gone directly for the dreams of my heart
and not all that other nonsense
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Ouroboros One can’t undo what occurred only now is the now with the mentation and intention of next right action. Given this thus my thoughts drift and braid sort themselves I remember when I stood outside knowing I could simply move in towards love and spend my life with them as they desired too or if they did. How simple to be the lesbians at the time I knew not of gender spectrum and only my smitten heart I fell hard I closed off impossible for my dreams I thought of my life, but who would love me not my family not society will I be made the fool I am the fool we are the fools it’s our nature the humans bumbling with tools untrained that shape the shape of life. How can it be once again to surrender under the trees those tall and now those cut down and shredded chopped pieces driving off in trucks. All this time I could have loved those trees yet regret makes a fool of the best intending regrets and worries. This now is the time I become with the life I twinship didn’t choose so I thought back again to love always. Sorrow cuts deep. Love bleeds. I feel. 260404