only_one_chance
snook
If
we
only
get
one
chance
to
get
it
right
,
if
this
is
it
and
there
is
nothing
else
.
This
has
me
at
a
standstill,
going
nowhere
,
terrified
to
make
a
decision
,
any
decisions
.
To
fully
love
or
be
loved
,
to
jump
,
or
fall
,
or
run
.
100907
...
hsg
Sometimes
it
appears
to
me
as
one_chance
but
it's
illusory.
We
have
many
chances
presented
but
viewed
through
the
same
perspective
it
appears
that
changing
that
perspective
is
the_one_chance
still_wondering
100908
...
unhinged
it's
ok
to
fall
100908
...
unhinged
i
showed
you
where
my
heart
was
and
you
still
ran
you
have
one
chance
to
tell
me
why
i
shouldn't
have
walls
100908
...
snook
has
never
been
allowed
to
make
a
mistake
without
the
worst
possible
consequences
.
100909
...
h|s|g
cuz
walls'll
crumble
in
their_good_time
101007
...
ego hump
and
this
may
be
the
time
230107
...
.
actually
there's
thousands
of
single
chances
everyday
i
waste
so
many
of
them
mired
in
the
muck
(
my
mood
finally
lifted
enough
for
me
to
end
my
obsessive
negative
ruminating
and
get
back
to
more
healthy
activities)
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