onion_tears
so fucking lost
standing
in
the
kitchen
i
finally
break
down
break
apart
shatter
into
pieces
holding
my
breath
breath
in
breath
in
breath
in
holding
in
the
noise
breath
in
breath
in
breath
in
my
heart
screams
as
it
breaks
breath
in
breath
in
breath
in
my
head
caves
in
breath
in
breath
in
breath
in
my
knees
tremble
breath
in
breath
in
breath
in
my
brain
gives
way
but
its
ok
.
if
anyone
comes
in
,
i
can
just
pretend
that
its
the
onion
020419
...
thieums
When
the
weather
is
too
dry
People
get
their
onion
stocks
Get
over
the
plants
that
need
water
And
peel
the
onions
close
to
their
eyes
.
040413
...
Heaven
You
never
even
offer
a
tissue
.
040413
...
unhinged
grating
onions
for
latkes;
me
and
my
brother
have
helped
our
mother
cook
since
i
can't
remember
and
that
was
the
one
thing
we
always
argued
over
.
'
you
do
it'
'
no
you
do
it'
'
NO
you
do
it'
'
no
YOU
do
it'
(
it's
probably
not
a
coincidence
that
my
brother
is
now
an
amazing
cook
/chef catering
parties
for
friends
and
managing
kitchens
)
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