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| misstree |
as i lay me down to sleep it fell on me where i had been a year ago or thereabouts i remember the flowers blooming in the courtyard where i made paper_cranes and sat next to you by the vent we held eachother and cried and it was almost cleansing i remembered last night a year ago, the flowers blooming, and i was back there and it was all breaking again. when i woke, it was sudden and desperate, fleeing from a dreamscape where i remember being hunted, not having keys nor weapon; an uncommon occurence in my unconscious. the first thought that flitted when i heard the birds a-shirping was "one year ago, i heard those birds in a hospital bed while my world ended." and again i was back there, and my heart beats like it hasn't in forever, running rabbit determined to search out exact date and commemorate the occasion. it must be put to rest. |
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| ego hum | at rest we are | 220417 |