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unhinged you were right there
i used to sit there with you
we had the same stretched thin smile
the same addictions
the same sad eyes
so close to the same
now the only difference
i'm alive
and you're dead
rest in peace friend
i hope you gave yourself some happiness
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unhinged i didn't really know the guy all that well. i used to hang out with him at the space. he was sweet. and he was always sad. and then his wife broke his heart and all the opium_resin in the world couldn't fix it. he shot himself. and now only being one_step_removed from suicide and sober all i can think of is everyone left behind.

rest in peace mike. i'll pray for you everyday in heaven.
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HellBentWolf The dead will again rise up from the earth, from their graves and forever taunt the living.

I am dead. What is the shame of that?
Actually you are bought.
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