one_day_dad
bethany
i
tried
catching
up
in
one
day
pictures
mean
the
world
to
me
dozens
of
babay
pictures
he
wanted
a
now
picture
he
couldnt
care
less
he
wanted
now
i
wanted
then
back
i
wanted
him
to
dissolve
into
the
pictures
i
guess
,
like
back
to
the
future
he
wanted
to
just
jump
in
then
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...
Freak
him
:
I
liked
it
when
he
said
that
me
:
said
what
?
him
:
that
no
matter
what
anyone
said
you
were
his
baby
.
me
:
I
didn't
.
I
hated
it
.
I
rather
think
that
I
wasn't
thats
why
it
was
so
easy
to
leave
.
I
mean
,
who
could
just
leave
their
baby
?!
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...
gay gizmo
why
are
all
of
our
conversations
only
filled
with
words
?
Why
do
I
find
myself
asking
how
the
weather
is
out
there
when
we
talk
....only
to
fill
the
awkward
silence
.
Its
always
the
same
thing
.
We've
grown
to
a
level
of
civility,
but
will
we
ever
reach
a
real
relationship
?
Will
I
ever
be
able
to
bring
a
boyfriend
home
in
front
of
you
?
Will
I
ever
be
able
to
tell
you
I
miss
you
?
It
seems
to
me
you've
more
than
wasted
your
chance
to
be
a
father
.
Yet
I
still
wish
we
had
more
.
At
the
same
time
,
I
already
know
you
.
Its
not
like
I
just
met
you
.
and
I
already
know
I
dont
like
you
....why
should
I
want
it
to
change
when
so
many
times
you've
chosen
to
remain
the
same
?
One
day
dad
,
I
will
say
I
love
you
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...
thieums
One
day
dad
Will
die
I
am
not
sure
I
will
be
Unhappy
.
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