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blown cherry
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You took another girl out to dinner.
How easily do you expect me to forget?
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050409
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memory lapse of memory
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We weren't exactly on speaking terms.
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050410
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blown cherry
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Which didn't stop you from trying to talk to me on the weekends you were drunk. But on my birthday, and you know how special I think birthdays are, and after all the really great stuff I had given you for xmas and your birthday even after we had broken up, stuff I know you absolutely adored and were packed with thought and feeling,
not a blip. Not so much as a 20c sms.
You went out for a romantic dinner with someone else, and I know how much you think these hallmark holidays are rubbish, so you devoted the evening to your new love and left the memory of me behind.
How're we supposed to play out eternal_sunshine_of_the_spotless_mind when only one of us has had their memory erased?
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050410
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photophobe
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I don't want to play out anything! I don't want to be a fucking goldfish!
I thought you wanted me to leave you alone then. I thought about it - a lot, but decided that you'd not respond well, or at best would make you sad. Sorry.
I haven't forgotten all the bad, you know. I just want to hold onto the good more. Surely thats a better way to be - otherwise I'd have only bad-will towards you, instead of warmth.
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050413
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bird
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i went to work, because it was a wednesday, but later that weekend, an impromptu reunion with some of my old reprobate buddies turned me into Bacchus incarnate
yow!
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050413
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iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl
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i hoped in vain.
just like always.
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050414
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sanguineous
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...you broke my heart.
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050917
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mous
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for once, I had exactly what i wanted.
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ferret
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you goldfish
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nom)
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someone_sent me a perfect song
and i didn't know what to think
because i chronically misconnect
i don't trust myself much at all
i just wanted
to put my heart
in an envelope
and send it off
to my friend
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