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Mahayana
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today you leave, on vacation, only to return on sunday, and i cant help but to think [and she didnt] and she didnt even leave without saying goodbye, well in this case without even typing goodbye at least... seems like im not important although i know this isnt the case but that little buggery of a devil inside my head that always has to question everything is pulling out the marks again ... the ones that always wonder ... that always questions the wondering. lights off, cat fed, house locked, clothes packed... but no goodbye to me, we sortof said our goodbyes lastnight before the calling card decided to expire, somehow it just didnt feel right ... and my mind keeps wondering what if something happens, and we didnt have our proper goodbyes, i suppose if something happens and i never get to see you again, there never could be a proper goodbye for id never wanna say goodbye ... anyhow im rambeling but somehow i cant help but to feel like a door that hasnt been locked and youre gone away on vacation
[damn oversensitive emotions]
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