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bijou we think we are smarter. we think we have this superior knowledge.

we are more creative. we are more cynical.

i think it comes from a need. a hole everybody has. some people can fill it up with god/religion.

we sure as hell don't know any more than anyone else.
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unhinged i'm trying really hard

but they all seem to like ones like her. nice, pretty, caring. things i couldn't accquire to the outside world. i hate her but i want to be just like her. more normal in every way. just like her to say i'm sorry. but i'm sure she has something to do on a friday night.
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