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just smile... no nothings wrong,(yes, something is wrong) i was just thinking about something. no it wasn't him (yes it was) don't worry! I feel perfectly fine (i feel like dying) give me a kiss (see? I'm not acting distant, therefore nothing can possibly be wrong in my life) go ahead and smoke some more, i don't mind. (hey, if thats YOUR solution, go ahead, its not my life. pothead.) no i'm not pretending you're h i m. (because I'm pretending you're a different him.) you are all I want. (are you buying this shit? I'm upset! I'm upset about the other guy! I never stopped liking him!) yes, I've been eating well. (if eating well means puking after every meal, then yes, I've been eating well.) no I haven't been cutting... (I've been too busy contemplating my suicide. writing notes, planning it out, looking for that gun i know we have...) i don't have anything to cut with (if not having anything to cut with means a drawer with an arsenal of razors, knifes and pins, anyway.)
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