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GirlNamedLover [just need a goodbye kiss, one last salute, before we sink]

god damnit. why do such bad things happen to such wonderful people? this is so fucked up. the sweetest, most wonderful person in the world = jess. yeah. and her mom dies when she was 8. she had cancer. and then her dad went crazy and beats her now. and she found out that he is dying from cancer too. because apparently her parents used to share needles and they both got hepatitis B which turns into cancer. so now he's dying. which means her and her brother are going to be all alone. which means tthey are going to have to move to california when it happenes. and we live in virginia right now. and she's been my best friend since first grade.

and she fucking doesnt deserve this.
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GirlNamedLover hobbes: calvin, do you think theres a god?
calvin: well SOMEONE is out to get me.
020924
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~gez~ i try so hard in everything that i do. all i ask for in return, is an instant teleportation device

o the possibilities
021009
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lobsterman sex with you felt like i was killing someone in their sleep. like every grip of your shoulders helped me plunge deeper into an imaginary heart that i drew. i had always said i would never want to cheat on someone i loved, not because of them finding out or anything selfless like that, but because it would create internal distance from a feeling i enjoyed. it would rob from me a feeling of worthiness that had nothing to do with what i did or did not tell the person. 040221
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no reason for you to rub my face in things when you're supposed to love me 050213
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dreamer Why do bad things happen to good people?
Why do good things happen to bad people?
Because good things happen to good people.
Because bad things happen to bad people.

You are not your circumstances,
you are how you react to your circumstances.

You can keel over is defeat, you can fight, you can ignore, you can destroy, you can love, you run away, you can deny, you can whether it out.

I don't know which is the right choice, but it can be chosen.
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puredream a silver platter.


empty.
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kyree I shouldn't have shed tears over you. 050618