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not_coping
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blown cherry
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yet again
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020403
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uow
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blah
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041014
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That home show guy
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i cope all the time.
the secret is a 30 degree angle with a 1/4" rounded bevel edge.
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041014
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once again
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I seem to be having trouble.
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autumn
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is ... ......
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uow
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cop noting
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041016
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unhinged
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i've been high everyday for the past three weeks; i'm dry again and getting nervous about procuring more.
i'm definitely not coping again.
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041016
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giff
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merely distracting
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041016
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pete
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i have sporatic contact with four people whom i once talked nearly daily with at one time or another. it eats at me.. slowly spreading throughout my mind..
for example, the friend who got me through the summer and was my companion to my twice a week social gatherings (it was the two of us, occassionaly with ann).. i'm listening to her cd now.. i have her letter on top of my printer.. yet.. i havent heard her voice, excepting her cd, in a month and a half..
others are the same.. emails sent, i reply, and wait, until i forget to wait ...
yet .. i can cope.. as the .. eating.. makes me feel all the better when those random contacts come again
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041016
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a refusal
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what if i don't want to get better?
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mourninglight
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your message has been shipped pete.
sleep better tonight
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Piso Mojado
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being home in la it all catches up-
behind in school work
this Heidiless family
unattractive body
stunted mental activity
back to familiar coping mechanisms. back in the black hole again
and so i write another negative useless whiny blathe. spew my insides out into cyberspace.
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love & hate
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and i doubt i ever will.
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a.t.i.t.
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There was a Pope who couldn't cope.
So he smoked some dope and drank and toped.
The Bishops found him heavy with coke, and took it away saying "nope".
They handed the Pope a bar of soap.
But the Pope said, "I want a rope."
"Hail Mary! Dear Lord!", the Bishops said,
"What shall we do? He wants to be dead."
But the Pope said,
"No I don't. And no I won't.
Because I want to nail Mary and screw her in bed. And if I can't have her then I'll grope you instead."
So they lead the Pope down a long dark slope. They gave him some money and a suitcase of dope, leaving him there while he sat and moped.
Maybe you wonder,
maybe you don't.
What happened next?
Did this ex-Pope cope?
I think he did.
I think he met a young Mary,
and whispered Latin poems in her ears.
She fell in love
and dried all his tears.
They flew off together,
married, eloped
That's what I think,
that's what I hope.
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041214
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blown cherry
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not wanting to
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Piso Mojado
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atit- coping through rhyming binges? :)
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a thimble in time
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:-)
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Piso Mojado
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There is a pain sparkling inside that his smiles cannot hide
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blown cherry
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for today
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neesh
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winter makes everybody depressed, i just need to stick it out for another few months...
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