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i'm not used to not being able to have crushes without feeling guilty about it
(in short, by being attracted to him, I feel like I'm somehow betraying her.)
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and it's not even that there's any danger of anything happening. chances are decent I'll never see him again
i just find him intriguing, and feel guilty about writing this while she's asleep six feet away
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you are human & that's okay.
if you really love her -and yourself- it is my opinion that close people in strong, worthwhile relationships do well to talk about these things. you haven't (do {ne) thing} wrong. but not talking about inner feelings & then feeling bad about them often leads to chaos and pain for all involved. if a loved one said to me how you felt in thi situation, i'd be honored for your honesty and relieved that you could trust me with your feelings.
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what is love
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love is selfish selflessness
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In bed all day
Drinking whatever’s in my girlfriend’s liquor cabinet.
Finished the jack daniels, warm
Because I don’t want the roommates to question
Why I’m filling up a glass full of ice and nothing else in the middle of the day
I walk up the stairs to
my mountain home bungalow,
Unavoidable light, Surrounded by 6 windows,
the sun is finally setting in my neighbors’ lawn.
I have restless feet that refuse to walk.
the alcohol gets rid of that crawling feeling.
Clothes are restricting.
I want to be naked with her.
Or you….
I think of that twilightful day,
And how it was ok for me to go down on you
But not ok for you to be inside of me.
Please explain..
I think of that day and how turned on I was.
I’m eager for a repeat but now I’m the one
Who needs to be faithful.
And so I’ll settle for some poetry
Some “intellectual intercourseâ€
And go to bed drunk,
Only to wake with a small regret
And a nagging fantasy, which is a monster
That needs to be fed.
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i imagine it would be
for the blink of an eye last summer
i was with someone
but i don't think he thought of it that way
other than that
it is very close to five years
an it's probably easier
from what i hear
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in particular, because people tend to invite my significant other anywhere they invite me
which is nice, but kind of unnecessary i find
you don't invite all my friends where you invite me
she is not an extension of me
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