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bethany the only thing thats real is the kids that kid themselves and the demise of the beautiful, what is beautiful
what cant stay goes away and
it starts stopping when it stops stopping
maybe you're not your head at all
well i know i'm not my foot
and i went over this in that inferno thing they dont teach in school
but the troubled kids find and understand but some people just get it from shreds of plot intwined for the intelligent demassified demographic for the huge movies.
i wish i could be clear enough in my head to show the world the mess in my head.
but i just sit, coz its no use, and gets more messed when i get more mad...like when i thought i could be punky brewster and wouldnt watch tv until my mom got me an agent.
and dont you breathe a word of this coz i will be damn mean, but someday, i'll have that house in malibu, and take care of you and listen to your tv for background noise with joy.
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bethany pantyhose

yeck...i appologize for saying that word
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god judd tilted back his sweat-stained leather hat and stared like a wizened old squirrel at the audience of aging hilljacks as he casually but accurately tuned his weathered mandolin. he glanced back at enos and clod, nodded, and cleared his throat, "ahemm... shampoo_breakdown, boys- one, two, three...". 020405