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no_more_letting_myself_believe
a> they're screaming.
again.
maybe there's something inside them driving it - but what could that be except hate?
how can they call it what they do? they don't care enough, they don't need, and they're not necessary. not to one another. I used to think it was fine - he felt for her, it was meant to be like that.
not now.
deluded. defeated.
I give up on believing on what they believe to be love.
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