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I'll never forget. For these reasons I guess I'll never move on.
We talked almost everyday. I looked forward to your phone calls and always had something new to tell you or a story to hear from you. My favorite day was the weekend before Halloween. You told me how you could never write a song with a meaning. I refused to believe you and told you to write one right now. So you started and meanwhile so did I. You went to the washroom and I was mindlessly humming my tune while you weren't listening to see if my words fit. I didn't realise that you'd come back to the phone and could hear me. You inquired about what I was singing and I told you that I had written a song also. So you begged me to sing it to you. As I was sing you chimed in with guitar and just clicked. It sounded so perfect. We called it Frozen. That Wednesday I came over again and we went into your practicing room and jammed. You said we should enter it into the talent show. So we practiced the song some more. You had me hooked the moment you brought music into the friendship.
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October 31st
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My Halloween Party...
Everyone was there, and we sat in the corner making silly combinations of food. Like cauliflower and salsa or Broccoli and yogurt. I think the worst was canteloupe and salsa? I sat across you on your chair. You kept sneakily running your hand down my legs as if they were "falling" just so you could feel them. Then you'd rest them back up on my knee.
I remember driving you home. I parked outside your house and you kind of lingered and didn't open the door. You asked if I was doing anything the next day and said you'd call me. Then you leaned in to hug me and kissed my neck. It felt great...
Chelsea and Dave broke up that night and Ashley was miserable for Andrew. So we all got drunk, but I was celebrating.
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November 1st
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You called around 6 and asked if I wanted to come over and play pool. I got there around 7:30 we played pool until I got sick of losing (haha). Went on to some hard core street fighter video gaming and I actually won. I can't remember what movie we watched after that? But we sat there and you took my hand. You wrote into it the words "I like you.". I replied with a casual, "ditto."
On the way out you caught me and pulled me back down into the seat you hugged me and we shared our first kiss.
You walked me to the car, and sat with me in it until it warmed up. You asked me if I'd like to make it "official" and I said yes. So thus we started dating.
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November 2nd
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Really strange phone conversation with you. But we quickly got over that.
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November 4,5,6
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We went to Open Range. Neat movie.
We performed in the talent show. You came to my Jazz Concert and then I went to your Battle of the Bands.
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The rest of November
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All you can eat at Pizza Hut. We had an official competition. I was convinced I could out eat you. Yeah you slaughtered me. We went to A&B sound and bought wicked awesome music. Went to a dance and jived a little too much. Still can't believe you caught me. You took me to Hot Hot Heat for my Birthday. Metric was amazing. I fell in love with them. On my birthday you wrote me two poems and gave me the DVD of You've Got Mail. We went to a career fair and I showed you my dream house on the walk back. I told you that you were my best friend.
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December 6
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After dinner we went to your house and started talking about your grandmother. You cried. You are so beautiful.
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December 12
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You saw the play I was in. The_Elephant_Man. You brought me a flower with a card that said 43 days. The number of days we'd been dating.
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December 13
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Broke up.
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December 16
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We skipped classes and talked for hours. We got back together. You calmed my fears. I couldn't run anymore.
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December 31
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We shared New Years together. I started the first seconds of this year upon your lips.
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January
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A blur of holding hands, talking and seeing new things.
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February 7
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You were leaving for France the next day. You took me to see a play for an early Valentines present because you wouldn't be here. In the middle of the play I took your hand and wrote in it.
"I love you."
You took mine, "I love you too."
After dinner back at your house, we were lying on your bed. Talking.
I looked into your eyes. I cried.
You brushed my tears with your fingers and said not to worry that you were scared too but didn't think anything bad was going to happen on the way, during or coming back from France.
You started to cry. "I love you."
Crying I said, "I love you so much."
We hugged good-bye.
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When you got back a week later you could barely look at me. I could see clearly that you had changed. My Lee was gone.
For three painful days I looked into your blank eyes and you said nothing
I pulled you aside one day and said that it had to end
And we were no more
I love you so much lee
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I will never forget you. I will never move on.
I_will_always_love_you.
And because of that, I will have haunted dreams all my life.
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