neurotica
pushpins is madd
telltale
twisting
of
trifled
breath
hum
against
your
neck
bite
until
I
hate
everything
again
.
neurons
sinking
in
their
little
hammocks
getting
nowhere
not
connecting
and
tripping
on
the
new
pain
.
Feeling
around
for
the
new
black
and
white
the
new
bright
behind
curtains
never
look
directly
at
the
sun
.
neurotica
ecstasy
inside
out
of
one
sided
worry
,
blank
side
written
on
bleeding
through
But
its
only
disposable
,
they
don't
know
that
about
me
.
021002
...
stork daddy
them
not
knowing
it's
disposable
,
i
wonder
if
that
makes
it
more
disgusting
when
they
throw
it
away
?
021002
...
squint
fuck
you
(
darling
)
[
ha
]
021002
...
spoken
nuerotic
intoxication
sentimental
infatuation
self
reliable
degradation
love
the
pending
confrontation
i
do
despise
this
imitation
it
does
not
fit
my
concentration
this
is
not
my
limitation
or
indeed
an
explanation
of
pointless
pontification
i
do
not
have
these
words
to
say
i
am
really
not
this
way
scrap
, renew
again
today
i've
quickly
shown
you
to
the
fray
090423
