blather
nervous_inside
goosebumps feeling unsettled; as if something life_altering is about to occur
but trying to embrace the idea that everything happens for a reason
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unhinged trembling
shrunken
shaky


when i was a kid, i thought the feeling of my heart being in my throat, literally i could feel it beating in my voicebox, was normal


clenched
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