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| otterpup |
i'm not an idiot but i turn into a fool around you and i can see you feel uncomfortable as i do because i'm not an idiot and i make things difficult and you are playing games with me and i don't know if that's cos you're scared or if that's cos you don't know how to say no or if that's cos you are enjoying this control and i think part of my nervous fear is that i think, maybe you are enjoying it and that if you are, maybe i shouldn't like you so much but if you aren't... that probably means you don't like me but if you do... that probably means you're too shy and that makes me so goddamn nervous and the whole cycle starts again and i'm going crazy but i promise i'm not normally an idiot |
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