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the verdict.... actually i really am not one.
but i did like that bacon_grr thing, at least for a bit of time. some people are a little more even-steven about the whole hedonism thing than others.
when something is painful it beats you up and makes you not very happy and you lose that round of the championships. and that is, always, definitely ok. if we are ready to be human, we are ready to get beat. although you will always, definitely, have to get up and live again to get in there again.
it hurt. a lot. and i won't make an excuse for it just to try to get myself out of how much it hurt.
here's the rub you might be looking for, though: i have no chance for creative output with the ascetic mindset i have started out with.... so yeah. one big long journey for me. my niece maeve will not hit a progressed retro until she's in her thirties, and then you gotta hope she gets to see the turnaround again!...
is it about me? they could've been making fun of Mudd and its entrepreneurial rhetoric. THAT would be the one that makes it completely and utterly, fair enough.
also, some more unsolicited advice: don't watch earthquake footage on TV if you are at all worried about your mental health. it doesn't help. it erases memories. i learned that at the tsunami.
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