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epitome of incomprehensibility A Real-Life Adventure of E_O_I

(Today was my first day of class, which in me causes an unreasonable degree of nervousness (and yes, I didn't write any this summer because of away-ness and reduced Internet access) but moving on...)

I woke up at around five this morning only to see a strange yellow glowing spot on the floor. I reached down to see what it was, and when I touched the spot, the light spread. I got worried at this point and wondered if it was some toxic glow-in-the-dark chemical.

When I turned on the light, I couldn't see anything at all on the floor. Off went the light, off went e_o_i to her bed. But when I looked down again I was shocked to see that the glow had spread across a large strip of floor. In panic I opened the window... and discovered the evil toxic glow was moonlight was coming in from the side of the curtain.

Smart. Very smart. Well, it was 5 am.
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hsg sleepy_states, end eye quote,
"things get very miscalibrated when scales get dinged, dented and circumvented amongst the travels."

equilibrium_assessment it seems to be what them beds about.

horizontal like the line before a final arithmetique.

it takes a fine attention to
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the tales of details.. it's like it takes energy, a meant_all energy to
differ and see at e 'nough idiotsyncracies to tug heart enough on the fabric of reassuring_references.

i found the_will can stretch attention quiET a bit.. and quite down to the point of disregarding likewise the things which are not there that the imagination begs your defense for the sake of survival. all_types of imagined threats are exaggerated. this seems to provide a quicker response time because processing_speed goes_to_shit. it's like having a multiple_choice question in which you pick one_of_four most_likely 80% of a vital_choice rather than paying full_attention to any open_ended possibility because the lower_limit of Rx_time is already maxed_out. sleep_deprivation... ughh nightmares of those experiments in my teens.

why_so_curious
but ever did i learn stuff

learn in to pay attention
end lean out to
not pay attention too_much
to the shouldn't
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