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Best friend number one: only ever calls me when he needs something and when my grandfather passed away he spent the entire night consulling me by talking about how he wasnt over his ex (who he broke up with two years previous) then he dated my sister threatened to burn her new boyfriend and all sorts.
Best friend number two: used to date been best mates for seven years been through every trouble she's ever had including sick parents, deaths of friends even helped her get into university after she tried to bail.
Result: new boyfriend hates me so to save the arguments I am chucked to the side officially not worth a row :)
Best friend number three: my very best and closest friend we know everything about one another, been friends since childhood. Dated broke up after she cheated a number of times. Had now been unfaithful to all boyfriends since me with me, two years ago after being with her current boyfriend a year we got together again and she spent the next two years telling me she loved me, that it was only me and that no one else could make her happier, two years I spent spurning thr advances of other women, pretending that I just didn't want it. She has since decided that actually she doesn't love me she wants to be with him and is now going to give up her dream of travelling and become a journilist to work in a shop while he stays in college.
I do apologise to any who thought this would be a rant of niceness and I apologise for taking up space on blather
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the space is created in the writing, it doesn't exist until some decides to take it up. which is to say, nothing to apologise for.
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i agree, no apologies needed.
blather is my place, space to figure anything and everything out. i won't begrudge someone the same.
i've also been having trouble with my 'best friends' lately too. they are hypercritical of everything i do, say, eat, wear to the point that i feel like i'm in high school again. fuck_that_noise . i go out alone now cause it feels better somehow. that's pretty horrible and fucking pathetic.
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