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living dead girl My eyes close, and I gave upon her once again
She's so close, I am sick
Sick of this world
She can take it all away, she can numb my pain
Enchanting and ever so taunting, she has taken my heart
and totally consumed my mind
I grab for her, but she slips away
Like silk, she slides through my tired hands
Almost tangible, I taste her on my cold lips..the sweetest sickness I have ever known
I feel her translucent flesh seeping into my body
A pleasure so wrong, that I can't turn away
I can never contain her, though my soul is forever hers
I smile as she lays me down to sleep for eternity
We are one, she is my love
My sweet suicide
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the one i recently decided that if i have to leave....then i'll jump along the way. 020721
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angie i have always told myself that if i ever feel like killing myself...well enough so that i would actually do it...
i would run away first...
just leave everyone...and everything that i know...just think of all the adventure that could be waiting for u...
u could even die in the process...and then i guess u would get what u wanted anyway
i want everyone to promise me...
that if they ever are actually going to kill themselves...to just run away first...see where it leads you...
u never really know...
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