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did I never feel significant
I hate complaining because looking at my life it's a good one. I'm not poor, my parents are married and liking it (what?), I have some friends, but my dreams are out of reach, even I know that. there are so many thousands of fucking people who are so much more talented then me, so WHY do I even HOPE that I could ever do anything worthwhile in my life? I have a curse of a life of marrying young and motherhood for the rest of the time, and I want to get out, get away from that, but what I aspire to won't get me anywhere. how many people make a living with music? I don't even know fucking anything ABOUT music.

FUCK!
please can someone teach me to read music and play guitar in the next two years? thanks. also I can't pay you much but it will be worth it. maybe I will be a hit on myspace. I'll put you on my top 24.
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pobody This is sort of an odd place to find someone to help you for that,but how about this: You should check your local papers for musicians/music teachers who would be willing to give you lessons. If you have no money,you could always offer them some sort of barter thing like do their groundskeeping or light errands in exchange for the lessons. Good luck. =0) 070507
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yay ! hi !

i need extra lessons in everything, i'm not joking... cos i like learning.

Get into the Groove !
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did well gracias pobody. you are a shining light in a dark tunnel of dispair... and whatever other nice cliche things you can say about someone. 070508