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Ouroboros There is a secret life in my dreams, clues to who I am and what is happening. Metaphorically. I read back on the dreams I have recorded and I see the symbols- I read the story for what it is- for example, in the bottom of my house the walls have been taken away and it is exposed to the outside, and a beautiful garden bed has been planted- there is nothing growing yet- but it is green and exudes energy and life.-- To me, this is a symbol of my secret hope, that yes, I am a green garden not yet planted, but ready... 110701
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unhinged the buddha keeps saying
'silly girl, abandon hope. it is just the other side of fear, the way your ego ensnares you'


and i know
hope never got me anywhere
but my actions make it so



and yet still
underneath it all
i hope
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