| my_relentless_heartbeat | ||
| endless desire |
won't let me go hangs on like the mother clings her child i pray that tomorrow i'll wake in darkness or whatever awaits me. doesn't my body feel how tired i am? how much i would love to end... end everything. so sick of trying, of making my life out of nothing, of not having a purpose or a reason for existance. I AM SO TIRED OF JUST TAKING UP AIR I AM A WASTE OF SPACE I AM A WASTE OF MONEY OF TIME OF CONCERN let me go. that's all i ask, so simple, so easy i'm tired of anticipating my final hour tired of waking up disappointed tired of feeling so useless so pointless such a waste you don't understand, you never will you pound out of my chest, or not enough tease me...and then im done. relentless. i_hate_you with everything. |
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| Ouroboros |
the heart that keeps steadily beating the breath drawn in and expelled again and again |
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