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EECP	Oh...what have I done? This page will probably fill with delight and sorrow. I fear the words that may be spoken. I only ask that people put in true pure rants. I know it may be tempting to quote others. I feel that reference or short quotation is good, however, I feel that blather is a place of unveiling yourself. When you use others words you are simply living vicariously through their wit. I prefer a persons true inner emotions as bland as it may be. At this time I myself will not rant (as if I didn't just). I am too shocked by my emotions and unable to sort them enough to truly rant at this time.	021114
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sabbie	sab likes burying things in her backyard. she especially likes building things to specifically bury in her yard. every day she gets up and thinks she should go pay someones respects to the dead bird that is slowly decomposing under the olive tree on the back lawn. its easy to spot. they have mown around it but not over it, it is a little island of tall green grass on a feild of white lawn daisies with a few badly mangled black feathers poking up like a flag. sab never knew who the bird was, it landed in her yard already missing its head, the prime identifing feature of any of our feathered friends. sab has a dead pidgie graveyard by the back fence, like a reversal of the godfather films none of those birds ever came with their heads either. sab suspects that at midnight under a full moon the dead pidgies gather to dance and wave their wings in a ghostly dance but never again to bob their heads or coo. dead headless pidgies have no songs.	021115
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Rickster	You think your oppressed yet you live in the USA, you know nothing about life and what it has in store. You mock me so by telling me that I don't know. You think I have not searched for this answer, the hate within, and beyond, and outside of my vessel. The lies they tell you are ridiculous, yet you accept them without a second guess. This makes me sick when you don't look at both sides of the story, you argue with me about something you know nothing about, yet your a zealot of such a cause! Why would you lie to yourself and tell these things, What do you have to fucking gain? The life that you have is most precious, yet you treat as though you are under-rated. You think you have it bad, yet you know nothing other then being mad. You call your father names, scream out his name in vain, yet you know him not and his sacrifices. You have lost contact with what you once had, I believe that once you knew. You tell me so much hate about people you do not know, yet you despise them and hate them so. Why can you not see that your only lying to yourself when you think these things? If you let it continue to exist then how can it be others thats the problem? This world is a cruel, and mean place, we are very lucky to live where we do. You look at it like it should be something more, yet you have no idea what the rest of the world is like. You tell me you cannot handle the way people act, yet you are the one who is the hipocrit by repeating those same mistakes. You tell me your willing to change your views, look at both sides of the story, and take them to mind. Yet you close yourself off to the obvious and feed yourself with lies, and hold them close to your heart and let it rule your life. You have nothing to gain from living your life, stop worrying about others and move on with your life!!!!!! Why can't you just see that your the only one whose creating the problem here, you allow them to trick you with false words, yet you know nothing but what others have stated. In Govt we lie, its not for the better of ourselves, its just our distinct nature to mislead ourselves, and try to always make the worse seem better. You tell me I do not see the bigger picture, yet in my eyes I have seen and thrown it away already. Damn you nina, damn you. Learn your lessons the first time, your not going to excell in life by wasting your time.	021227
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EECP	See: injustice	030221