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Arwyn I should have known he wouldn't have "formally proposed" on valentine's day. It's not his style to do that on such a common holiday.... but it still hurt, and I still cried myself to sleep. 020215
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silentbob my hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me so i die happy?
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little wonder unbearable_dissapointment 020215
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girl_jane oi...

The many many times this has happened to me.





Somebody shoot me down before I float away.
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lady lunchbox i thought this was going to be perfect...

i guess i should've known better.
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unhinged way back in the day

but i have been let down gently over the years
040112
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pd and hitting reality breaks and bruises something nasty 040112
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endless desire whisper real softly, real slowly.
let me down gently so i don't hit
the floor with too great of a thud.
because pipedream already mentioned
the bruises and i really don't need any more.
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. twenty_years_later
my tactics
my traumas


have left me miserably alone
thousands of miles from home
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Moonsoon but after a peanutbutter sandwich, a loter of water, and a nap, my hopes were sober and more reasonable again. 230724
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Mymindssuchasweething . 230724
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My minds such a sweet thing Finding 230724
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hm Ooo 230725