my_habit_of_feeling_the_wrong_thing
girl_jane
I
have
a
bad
habit
of
getting
in
a
new
relationship
,
getting
caught
up
in
it
all
-thinking
this
guy's
different
-this
guy
is
great
-I
haven't
felt
this
way
before
...
I
recently
realized
I've
felt
like
that
at
the
beginning
of
all
my
relationship
.
Then
I
realized
that
all
of
them
had
ended
-because
I
didn't
feel
different
...I
wasn't
*
in
love
*
So
I
did
it
again
.
Only
this
guy
was
lucky
.
I
didn't
drag
it
on
for
months
more
.
I
broke
his
heart
earlier
instead
of
later
.
That
means
he'll
be
over
me
sooner
than
later
.
I
feel
like
such
a
bitch
.
I
think
I'll
stay
single
for
a
while
.
030619
...
god
ha
ha
ha
ha
ha
!
god
that
was
funny
!
030619
...
endless desire
god
?
030619
...
god
it's
a
habit
of
mine
,
feeling
the
wrong
thing
.
030620
...
Freak
*
sigh
*
030621
...
sirflaccid
I
cannot
forget
the
things
that
make
me
useful
.
I
am
supposed
to
be
the
protector
,
the
safe
place
to
hide
.
I
am
the
one
who
will
carry
you
.
It
is
hard
to
let
go
of
that
.
Especially
when
you
are
so
confused
.
030705
...
Sintina
is
waning
with
time
051117
