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and I would live in them if possible.
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fuck the world
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get real.
wake up and smelll the toofffeee,
you live in hell, get used to it.
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thanks for the encouragement. I'll do just that. Wow, to think I wasn't thinking. Golly mister, I can't thank you enough.
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my dreams tried to sever me, two.
agai N a gain... unt.i.listened ...
you can KnoTi.e. put yourself back together.
u think ur the noose... ur not even the hangman bu.th.is old nooze...
fallen off a cliff... drove a car that lost cont + rolled right off the road.... kept gaIN alti'tude.. (pan.I.C.)ouldn't get down.
kidnapped & thrown in the back of a van. lights out.
drowned in der overHwELMing waters... flushed out holdINg my breath ...scary to have known there had been a reason for all tha T raining... wished it were a coincidence.
died in a house fire. suffocated and lungs burning... dId'Ntk.nowhat to do. so . d.ed
(bu[t)he(re]ally) are Loo P holes in light. loopholes_in_consciousness.
& no matter how afraid.. u can run but you will give yourself a way outrue lafter from which u cannot hide. for light will find you in dark places.
in this kind-nest ur fine ally resting.
u die in your dreams because in their wake you were afraid to live forever.
so they teach u by necessity, they teach you by showing u death again... uoY -- ntil u get it... dea this justa series of interconnecting tunnels of thought. life awakens at these tunnels connect & u begin to know the cities... begin to design ur own. ... until u fall asleep... end
learn to lucid_dream.
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please talk with no shortened web lingo.
we repeat, your call as dialed cannot be completed.
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I can't help feeling confused and a little angry.
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u can figure it out. i believe in u.
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I already have.
But hasn't this already become a detraction from my original intent, hsg?
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just a question.
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what's ur original intent?
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well, my original intent was to publish my frustration on awakening.
A bit of back storey here.
Once in every 3 months (on average) I have some very pleasant dreams. But this one was one of the very best.
I seemed to have attracted my dream girl to my side, holding hands, and well just holding each other really...no sex, just contentment with being in each others arms. Doing whatever, and it seemed to make both of us happy, and there was no others in complete clarity, only the two of us (I know this is pretty fucking cliched).
And that was my original intent,
the frustration of waking up and realizing I had not been awake.
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Sorry the rudeness earlier, I was still a bit upset.
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