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musings_on_nothingness
blown cherry I wanted to type something beautiful
something fantastic
that would sit in peoples
brains
for a litle while,
Sit there and glow
shedding its warm light on every thought around it.

But the thoughts would not come
the words would not flow.
The paradise of feeling my blue_heaven
seeming long ago.

So I apologise for this waste of blathering space,
but I felt like I owed it to someone,
maybe it was me,
to say that
I wanted to give so much to the world,
but I guess it's not going to happen
today.
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jessicafletcher i looked at it. and it stuck in my mind. thanks for a lovely blatherspace 020714
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squint silly, blown cherry, I actually thought for a moment that i had written that... 020714
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mandy nothing 040107
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blah-ze i wonder if i had the willpower to run myself to death. just run and run and run forever until i could run no more, and die.

but walking everywhere, living and hating it, is much more fun. sometimes it's good to be confused.
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pipedream i'd like to run and run and run too...but not get breathless, just run endlessly and maybe not even come back..

yesterday in philo class we were discussing derrida and deconstruction...what is nothingness? the absence of being...and being is the absence of nothingness, so everything in our lives is interdependent on the other for an identity and hence there isn't really such a thing as a concept on its own. my conclusions.
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tricou i don't know that *any* concept can be a concept on its own... you need the notit to define the it... 040109
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pipedream precisely...then nothing is just themsevles, we're all linked to the other forever and ever. 040109
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pipedream because i am i only because i am not you, and so on. 040109