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anouk big names in the park
big crowds
moments of complete peace when the music goes straight through me

drinking in the sun
the heat
feels like home

listening with you
and little kisses between each song
tell me you're glad to be here

and dancing to myself
with you
with the crowd

the terrible crowd
that I am in,
I am of
becomes one voice that knows all the words

lights and cameras
tickets
and the sounds, such human sounds
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suicidalchinadoll summer music winds through the soul, down over the skin, dripping sweat and tears...
there is an overwhelming wholeness, a connectedness to the community, and no need to explain with words what is said better in sound.

autumn music is invigorated by the tension of cold weather, and the release of the odd sunny day. the air still moves, and the movement picks up the tempo. dissonance is more appropriate in the fall.

by midwinter music has become the thing of lonely practice rooms, and corporate new years eve parties - new ideas are harder to come by, and the soul needs sleep. the music needs rest.

but like new shoots of grass, unexpectedly, the music comes again. new life is breathed into old music, and new music flits through dreams...waiting to escape onto paper, into air.

cycles
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