miss_you_so_much_it_hurts
hsg
please
rejoin
me
some
day
.
soon
.
please
.
i
don't
have
much
but
my
intuition
..
and
i
know
it's
telling
me
something
important
.
in
the
meantime
please
keep_me_in_your_heart.
that's
the
only
"
loyalty
"
i
can
really
ask
of
you
(
well
,
with
the
other
thing
,
you
see
,
i
thought
we
were
meeting
in
a
week
.)
please_justay_in_my_heart
keep_me_in_your_art ...
the
best
parts
of
us
are
the
only
ones
that
matter
anyway
.
081003
...
In_Bloom
You
:
The
one
half
a
world
away
who
has
only
ever
been
inspiring
,
kind
and
un
attainable
.
You
:
The
one
I
see
everyday
and
cannot
touch
because
when
we
do
,
it's
nothing
but
wonderful
.
And
wonderful
is
not
allowed
us
.
For
some
reason
.
You
:
The
only
one
who
has
ever
made
me
love
this
life
so
much
and
to
keep
in
it
,
playing
the
odds
and
basking
in
love
where
it
finds
me
.
081004
...
unhinged
like
stabbing
and
itching
and
tearing
i
also
love_you_so_much_it_hurts
physically
.
like
i
want
to
crawl
out
of
my
skin
when
i'm
not
near
you
.
081004
...
..
..
090108
...
In_Bloom
And
with
a
few
words
,
tasty
little
crumbs
The
pain
is
gone
even
though
I
gasp
behind
tears
that
feel
to
almost
break
over
my
sudden
smile
Almost
090108
