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so fucking lost i think i am a mirror
reflection back anotehr version of the people around me.

cute and friendly to one person who was cute and friendly to start with,
angry and hate filled for the next one.

i cant remember who _i_ am
anymore

i cant find me in this ocean of reflected others.
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blown cherry Why do I always know exactly what you are talking about so fucking lost?
You know me too well.
I am the chameleon.

One of these people is me.
Still trying to figure out which one.
But the list grows shorter.
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so fucking lost i know me too well.

all other individuals are merely coincedences.

if our shadows fall together, its always nice to find that someone else resides in the darkness here.

but everyone owns their own darkenss.



somedays i wish i wouldnt spout these truths
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*pook pook pook* so exactly what does that make me? i feel as if im a shadow. following but never really doing, accomplishing. and as it is my life, sometimes, allows itself to be the loop; the mobius strip. who will rip me out of this forever into the next chaotic for a while before settling into otherness and perhaps foreverness? 050704
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fat pigeon quite sorry. bit of mind spillage. nothing worth the time. happy 4th.
what otherwise would be a decent repeat of some person who had talent writing mind-blowing, leg-humping, pheremone-smelling-in-the-atmosphere-of-a-bar, enjoy the explodies!!
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