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miraclemile
miracle man sitting at this desk in my miracle mile
the one that make me realize i need to change. yeah. that one. that mile, that is harder to run than i thought, and i have a longer way to go than i like. i need to change, and i need to do it fast before i destroy myself. i will die, if not by god's hands, or fate's hands, then my own. i need to change but i do not know how. i need to run this mile fast, the sooner i cross the finish line, the sooner i can change myself for the better. but i do not know where to begin. i will try. life will not get the better of me because i know i am strong enough to win. but i do not know where to start. i am tearing myself down. but something will change. it must.
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puredream you're looking for the finish line of the race and you haven't even found the starting line...

destinations do not matter...
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hoping more eloquently...perchance

you're looking for the finish line of a race you can't even find the starting place for...
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