blather
measuring_the_chips
for someone unconciously in my hand
seeing her fade
while i measure
the chips in my hand
shuffling in her mind
fading from me,
unchained and letting her go

she has been gone
for so very long
and i'm ready to let her go.

i know a woman
she is mine now
and i say that possessively
she IS MINE
and i am hers
now and i'm ready to let her have me.

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Doar finally
it has been too long for me to stop measuring the chips
in my hand
and start to measure her breathing upon my pillows, my arm beneath her hair,
beneath her dreaming
all the riches are not measured now
sleeping beside her
i am penniless measuring.

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that girl over there i'll take those chips now. 130622
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for someone their yours
every single one

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