blather
meaningless_sound
squint "hello hello hello"
monotone, baby.
"hello hello hello"
the noises of this room conform
to the limits of sound,
monotonous harmony.
a buzz, chatter, tapping pencils
hitting fake wood (everything is fake)
over and over
pounding my eardrums
beating me under my skin
and suddenly I am stretched taut
buried in all the clamour
of vapid, meaningless sound
birthed undeserving,
I'm going to tear
and everything will clatter down
to the infinite reaches of space
while I self destruct,
eyes screaming for it all to end.
right now I feel
the slightest murmur
could knock me down.

(it sounds better when its spoken. meh.)
020604
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god sounds worse than barry manilow. 020604