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maybe_tomorrow
a chaotic gift to idealism maybe tomorrow i will wake up
maybe tomorrow i will be dead
maybe tomorrow wont be so bad
maybe tomorrow i wont be so sad
maybe tomorrow someone will stay
maybe tomorrow more will go away
maybe tomorrow is completely unknown
maybe tomorrow i know what will come
maybe tomorrow i will be despised
maybe tomorrow i'll still be able to look in those eyes
maybe tomorrow is just another day
maybe tomorrow you'll stop my way
maybe tomorrow i'll just fucking hate
maybe tomorrow i'll still fucking wait
i hate today. today i have to deal with. tomorrow is still far away. it's not in my face. i dont have to cry about tomorrow. i cry for today. today it is taken away. did yesterday ever happen ? it still feels like today, in the car... jump around... jump up jump up and get down.
you arent going to leave me again are you ? yes. you are today, but maybe not tomorrow. you'll stay someday. maybe tomorrow.
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