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beaver maybe somewhere nicer,
maybe somewhere not as cruel and twisted,
maybe somewhere where my heart hasn't been shattered into pieces, laying strewn in the pits of despair and pain.
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PrEtTy LiTtLe PrInCeSs Maybe in an alternate universe I could get the guy I like...but not in this one...because I'm not good enough... 040414
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J maybe you should fix it? 060502
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misstree no maybes about it
among the infinite,
in one i stayed forever
with my high school sweetheart
and in another he and i were
right for eachother, the final piece clicked,
and over there he and i were
happily_ever_after.

it makes me happy
knowing those mes are out there somewhere
even if the me that's right_here right_now
would like a bit of a vacation
into another world.
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