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pheather
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not come to blather because there is too much sex here that I can't have. and this place makes me think that I want it when I don't because there are too many teenage hormones flying around here. it's not helping me to stay faithful. it may be a creative place but it is also a meetmarket for shy people like me. i couldn't find better than what I have, but it makes me crave variety. this place is temptation_island. i promised no more of the games, but it's hard to break the addiction. i love blather but i really should not be here, it's not healthy for a girl who wants to stay monogymous.
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notme
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yes.. perhaps you should.
or
no! you shouldn't.
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notme
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oh, that wasn't in response to you by the way..
when i clicked here there was only a dot
tra la la!
skipping off like a ninny
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i know i won't be able to stay away from blather. i can't see that happening. i feel empty without it and keep coming back. but if i do come i need to stay away from someone here on blather. i think that if i don't talk to him , i won't know he's here. but i remember he comes here and it drives me insane that i can't have him. it's like sleeping with your next door neighbor, and then ending the affair, and then you still have to see them everyday because you can't move to a new neighborhood. at least i know what i who I should avoid and how to pick my words. but somehow I am haunted by someone who gets under my skin. i wish i wasn't like that. and i wish i could change that quality about me because it makes unhappy.
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feather-lite
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but getting all that off my chest makes me feel much better.
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pheather still has thoughts
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who am i kidding that I will ACTUALLY be able to stay away from blather. at least i can retreat into this safe place when the frustration is more than i can bear.
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magicforest
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I know this.
empathizes as best she can
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pheather
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thank you magicforest. i don't feel so alone now.
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is it french?
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tell him everything...or i shouldnt...
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me
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100_things_about_me
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me again
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magicforest
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Becoming involved with a blatherskite, or even worse, being brought to blather by someone you are involved with, is always the most painful...I myself have done it twice...for all I know you are one of them. But I'm not. And you're not. Don't worry, pheather.
It's okay.
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pheather says thanks
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Syrope
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maybe_i_should be bothered by what does and does not bother me
does not bother me: your wife called as we're on our way into the hotel.
bothers me: you use my name at the end of every other sentence.
see what i mean?
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.fallen
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maybe I should fill a bathtub with tofu and see
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white_wave
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methinks that .fallen has a fetish for chicken in a tub. Where's the Tyson delivery man?
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.fallen
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mwuhahahahahahaahaaa ... nah just the vivid memories of a strange night .... mwuhahahahaa
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once again
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perhaps it is time I forgot to remember all of the things I remember.
maybe i should let go of brlieving and wanting to tell
I think it might be time to start over...
fade into the blue background again.
maybe I should stop scribbling... stop reading and dreaming...
and maybe.
just maybe.
the words will no longer come.
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maybe i should forget her. Forget the one i have given my heart to. Maybe i should kill myself as that is the only way to move on. These thoughts will always stay with me while i'm still breathing. The only way to move on, is to move on from this world, this life, this broken heart. Maybe i should and maybe i just will to free her from this pain i have caused...
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nom
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do something
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unhinged
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give you all the words i've ever written about you
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snook
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Run.
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poet
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fucking forget about you?
it sorta looks like you forgot about me
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epitome of incomprehensibility
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change my priorities. Be more alert, more aware, more driven to get things done, but for others as well as myself.
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e_o_i
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...and figure out exactly why I associate red Doc Martens with Schoenberg. I don't get it.
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