blather
making_things_simpler
sab
[by seeing just how hard they are]



you know what i figured out?

that people are really confusing.

theyre all tangly and kind of like little storm balls of steel wool
kind of soft
and kind of hard

people are kind of hard

nothing is simple
noone is simple
everyone has layers and layers and layers
like a cabbage


i once was handed a cabbage and told to peel its outside layers
and i got confused, and thought it was a cauliflower, and peeled a leaf off and another leaf and antoehr leaf, waiting to get to the flower bit
so i kept peeling
and kept peeling
and kept peeling

till my kitchen buddy swooped in and rescued the much reduced cabbage from a confused sab's hands.

and sometimes i find stuff is like that moment
and im almost in tears because i jsut dont understand where the cauliflower has gone.
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