blather
making_nightmares_come_true
x [you're leaving]
{looking through space above glasses... to blurry to see...}
the space my mind is given, from not being able to see a sharp reality, results in an immediate conlusion of the very worst possibility
{panic, look away}
[why did he leave?]
::you made him leave::
[he left because he can't stand to be around me... just like everyone else]
just another self fulfilling prophecy
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x i've been this version of me more times than i can stand 021220
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In_Bloom AIDS
Lung cancer
Obesity
Meth
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