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making_it_on_my_own
amy nada happiness. sometimes, it is served up to us on a dish as destiny. sometimes we have to make it on our own, through familiarity and cyclical understanding. 10th and 4th houses. not the most fair, balanced, artistic of situations. 7th house. also not the way through the world, nature being red in tooth and claw. 1st house.

(that's my seems-to-me-to-be final answer. i still haven't gotten around to believing in the "part of fortune" yet.)
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