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Cax You see it in my eyes
everything ive ever wanted.
you see that its killing me
something is killing me.

yes im smiling
i cant hold it back
i dont want it to be this way
but i cant help it
it wont go away.

theres something inside that i just want you to hear me say
but instead it just comes out as a laugh and a smile.
youre reaching for the cue
for something to do
you wanna make me laugh..
i wanna make you laugh too.
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