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ferret i bleed my heart into your unseen
hands
you hold it there and slowly piece it back together for me

i see you and worry
you love to do it

i'm afraid i can't stay here
you tell me to go away
make me.
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Arwyn Make me stop caring.
Make these feelings go away.
Make these memories fade faster.
Make my skin forget your touch.
Make my heart forget to love.
Make me accept the path I've chosen.
Make my heart forget your voice.
Make my eyes ignore your face.
Make me forget those conversations.
Make me forget it all.

Make me content with all I have.
Make me remember I'm happier here.
Make me excited for the future I have.
Make me remember all those tears I shed.
Make me remember the anger.
Make me remember the rejection I felt.
Make me remember the desire for revenge.
Make me remember how happy I've been.
Make me see how much better things are.

But I can't forget the love I felt.
I can't forget the desire.
I can't forget the passion we had.
I can't forget the elation.
I can't forget those long conversations.
I can't forget those kisses.

I can't forget your gentle touch.
My skin still cries for more
I can't forget your soothing voice.
That sound my ears adore.

I remember all the anger.
All the hostility and confusion.
But why aren't we together?
Why can't anyone make me feel like you do?


Make me forget you, please.
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Bizzar Consumed by my hatred of this fear that lies deep within, all I can think of are all the reasons why I shouldnt give in...

You prove more and more that you're worth the risk, but am I too naive to take it? I know you're true, I know you're faithful, but yet so scared to take the dive. I go over my choices with a magnifying glass, looking for the fine print, while you sit patiently, waiting for your chance to prove yourself.
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