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make_it_stop
piercedjenny crazy beat. lollipops. sex against the wall. picking up, being the centre of attention, crazy dress crazy girl. super freak, new lollipop. mmm...pills, dry swallow, don't want the water. did that one work? i need another. beat inside my chest, is that music or my heart?? boys girls writhing bodies. sirens blood he's on the ground. who what where? how did i get this way? why didn't i know??
images voices pictures sounds live in my head. they flash before my open eyes worse than any nightmare. stabbed scoring for me, defending a friend. is it his voice i hear while i scream?
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not me drop your winter guard!
or i'll pass it like butter.
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unhinged grad_school

bad kareoke
on the far southside
cheap drinks

code for make_it_stop
'i have to go to the bathroom'

rockstar you ain't
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