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lovers lament/ maybe Continuous Light
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i was thinking of using Continuous Light, has anyone posted under that yet. anyone know?
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Grievance
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to tell you could post once anywhere under proposed name, then click the name, and if there's more than one entry, then, yes someone else has posted under that once.
I prefer the proposed name. There's already too many love stories on here.
I think, there might be three good love stories ever written, imho.
escape to the reality. It's warm there, buzzing with connections.
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that's a good one amber
i haven't seen it in my tireless search of these stupid blue pages.
use it
i realized just now that your first two real names are very mineral-like in origin. some kind of weird coincidence...you used to be so soft, but something hardened you and now when i hug you your edges poke me and i realize that i'm real. i'm wearing you around my neck today...right at the intersection of the most torturous capital punishment device ever invented by man. jesus wasn't the only one that died around my neck. it was weird to sit in steak 'n' shake with you. the decor seemed just wrong and i was the ubiquitious fifth wheel. i would apologize again for my weirdness that day; being alone has been painfully obvious to me for the past few months. i felt totally alone that night sitting at that table with nowhere to look but at exactly what i didn't want to see; the thing that always reminds me why i've started drawing blood. not to mention that molly had made me slightly uncomfortable on the car ride over by something she said in front of jeremy that only elicited an uncomfortable silence. i've locked myself away enough that those things don't hurt so much anymore. numb...as close as i've ever been.
i like it. use it.
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worthless fucking idiot
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fact is, it's the email address that makes a post fall into the pile of posts category. for example, I have used many a variation on my name, but if I use the same email, they all line up nice an neat when you go to see the collection, a beautiful narcissistic
fuck_fest of drivel, lies, and desperate please for attention
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nicole, thanks for the thumbs up on the new name, i will use it. i'm sorry that life is being hard with you right now, baby. i am a phone call away and not very busy these days. but you're right, steak n' shake was one of those odd moments in your life that just don't fit. i felt weird there too. i'm sorry i'm not as soft as i used to be, but i don't think that that girl would survive very long in the 'real world' as people like to say. attachment is not a positive thing. it is only positive when the object or person in question is in turn attached to you. most objects and people aren't, so i had to become a stone. i still feel and am attached to the people who care. in other words, i still, and will always love you, nicole. no matter how fucked up my life is. you've shown true compassion and love to me; i could never turn away. call me. 565-9776
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Grievance
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Actually, there are two things that make a post appear.
The highest level is the email address. The second highest level is the name. So if you enterted a name and no email address, and then clicked on it, then you would see everything that was ever put under that name. Or you can simply manually manipulate the cgi scripting.
http://blather.newdream.net/cgi-bin/blather?who;name=worthless%20fucking%20idiot;email=kingsuperspecial%40yahoo%2Ecom
would give everything ever wrote under that email address.
http://blather.newdream.net/cgi-bin/blather?who;name=worthless%20fucking%20idiot
would give everything ever written under whatever is after name=
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i bet everyone was just dying to know.
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;)
thanks grievance. i wanted to know damnit.
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