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pete
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its weird. a strange hollowness. it hasn't really hit yet. it did kind of last night and i sure as hell couldn't sleep. fracking strange. and shitty. completely shitty. but i can't be angry (though if there is anything that could make me angry, it isn't this, but that other thing will make me angry til this passes, as it will). just gotta keep busy, do all i have to do, and keep it at the back of my mind until it becomes unavoidable, each day, at least once, but that isn't too bad. we all have our weaknesses, and usually in loss it comes out. i'm lost, not losing, and she's gone.
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