blather
lost_maps_and_loosing_choices
so fucking lost nothing.

a fragile, hollow shell surrounds

nothing.

i stand in a desert, paths stretching out before me, a miriad of paths, a miriad of choices. but still i feel

nothing.

the map is tatters in the wind
the paths are rocky and dangerous
the choice is almost insurmountable

so i shall stand here, bleeding, until something, somewhere makes the decision for me.

something, somewhere has to break soon.

i cant do this any longer this way.
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